Rockford, Il 10:08
I went to bed early. I woke up a little late. I slept, but I did not rest. It doesn't make sense. Even though I physically slept, my brain has not settled for the past 48 hours and I remain physically, mentally, and emotional unrested.
Days keep moving. Things keep doing. The sun still shines.
I'm in the doldrums I suppose.
I keep paddling, but the farther I go the bigger the ocean gets. I'm stuck in this little dingy and there's no land in view. I'm getting dehydrated. Time keeps rolling by.
"Why are you cast down, O my soul,
and why are you in turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
my salvation and my God."